"There's a sickness inside you that wants to escape
It's a feeling you get when you can't find your way"

[Vent]

I've been a very angry person lately given all of the problems my family is enduring. I'm back home, so I've been stressing all over again. But, this time it has ruined me. I've allowed this pain and frustration to conquer me.  I walk around and everyone says I look angry -as if I'm out for murder. and that doesn't make me feel good. Cause I was always the one who had a smile on, no matter what. I think I crumbled. I feel like I've lost who I was completely.

But, not anymore.

I chose to edit with Ashitaka because he is another character I strongly identify myself with besides Garnet. He is highly forgiving, a trait I used to condemn myself for having. However, he also battles his hate and rage. But at the same time, is still a compassionate, forgiving and kind human being who has a strong sense of justice. I see myself in him for these reasons.

He taught me that it was okay to be caring and forgiving…